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I'm becoming less defined as days go by

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HOLY MARY MOTHER OF GOD. WOW.
mood:
shocked AKSDFJ;ALKDFJAK
music:
see above.
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well it's happening
never planned on this
you've got something I need
kind of dangerous
and I'm losing control
I'm not used to this
what you want from me
I'm not used to this

I can't shut it off
this thing I've begun
and it's hard to tell
just where it's coming from
and it's hard to see
what I'm capable of
and it's hard to believe
just, what I've become


This song is making it's way into the mythical Top 5.

mood:
horny ~interested~
music:
NIN- Me, I'm Not
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This song is SO FUCKING EPIC. I get goosebumps every time.
And to top it all off, he is too fucking adorable. Directing and such. What a man.
mood:
enthralled enthralled
music:
Um duh.
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December 13, 2008. This is the day I cease to exist.
mood:
numb numb
music:
NIN - The Becoming
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I'm becoming less defined as days go by
Fading away, and well, you might say
I'm losing focus
Kind of drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself
Sometimes I think I can see right through myself







So I'm at school right now. I really should be reading chapter 5 of my sociology book, but I just cannot focus. This man has consumed my life, invaded my soul. I'm powerless.


I seriously think a leather (or pleather because I'm poor) jacket is in my future. He's got me thinking they're way sexy. I must have one.
mood:
enthralled enthralled
music:
Nine Inch Nails - Reptile
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